Tuesday, October 13, 2020


     The oak is a sturdy shrub with gnarled trunk and twisting branches, growing high into the sky. When not in bloom, it might not quite catch your eye, but after the winter snows and a trace of rain in the spring it comes on suddenly and gloriously like a swan, like a maiden, and the shaggy limbs go out of sight behind tense clusters of leaves creamy green, like wild lettuce, each with its five perfect petals and a green center. My favorite oak stands before me glittering in the sun, ragged roots clutching into the ground upon which it feeds, rough dark boughs bedecked with a rash, with a shower of brown.  A female, this ancient oak of a tree may be three hundred years old; growing very slowly, the oak attains a height greater than a hundred or two hundred feet...(Edward Abbey)...The oak provides dancing shade here in Columbrian, the shadows making love with the light. I come here to mediate, do yoga, write and read.  It is one of my spiritual spots in the cocoon of the 'Qua. I am clean so if my weird actions attract attention and the MAN is summoned no harm can come to my person.  I missed the summer but I have grabbed hold with a passion the ensuing breath of the fall. I greedily soak up the remaining warm breath of departing summer absorbing the warm rays of the sun into my being, hungry for its heat.

Monday, October 12, 2020

Thoreau


 where small rustling groves of oaks and locusts and whispering pines, on perfectly level ground, made a little paradise.  The locusts, both transplanted and growing naturally about the houses there, appeared to flourish better than any other tree. Both oaks and pines had often the same flat look with the apple trees. Commonly, the oak woods twenty-five years old were a mere scraggy shrubbery nine or ten feet high,  ane we could frequently reach to their top most leaf. Much that is called "woods" was about half as high as this,- the only patches of shrub-oak, bayberry, beach-plum, and wild roses, overrun with woodbine. (thoreau)

And it began to drift into my imagination...I have no respect for those who are lovers of the town...as a traveller I seek views more agreeable to the eye...here in the Greeley woods...past the din of the agora...I find sublime peace. here..in the play of the light...the dance of the shadow...it is magic to my spirit...

Sunday, October 11, 2020



I am a seeker of light. I find refuge in the magic it casts against the crust of the earth's surface. The romance between shadow and light has been my salvation against a mean world brutal in its indifference. I escape into the loving embrace of the landscape.  Perspective becomes a union of memory and present thought, infused by the energy of breath.  I am no longer giving it away. I have made peace with my identity. Stabilized by breath, I accept my journey into the night, a journey which ravaged me, scarred my body in a sensation of pain and anguish, rape and plunder of my spirit.  The light saves me. Each day becomes an adventure to see how it will unravel. I am a Buddha in search of that unravel.

Sunday, September 27, 2020

Soul Food Funky#1

Botanical Garden, Thoreau style...

 


Botanical garden comes in thick light its consciousness laying an expansive view on your awareness. Outside its perimeter is Fordham.  The belch of the city.  In all its nastiness and glory, its splendor echoed in the noise exploding right by. The Botanical Garden an oyster that keeps revealing an insatiable pear for your delight....

Monday, March 16, 2020

Train boy



I was train boy bound riding the tracks of my imagination...not that I can tell you how that came to be...it just was...you could say I was the richest homeless man in America...but I can tell you...I knew who to hustle...in those days Christopher Shamus used to buy me a monthly on the Metro North...that was the world to me...it means I could come and go on the train line all the way down to the big apple...it was pure freedom...

and looking back it all seemed perfectly natural...

Monday, August 6, 2018


non descriptive avenues the pavements of feels of nothingness the sublime richness of nothingness the hot summer night against the flesh the lights point nowhere n the noisy silence of Pleasantville empty one a Saturday night the bedroom community tied to rythyms of the agora business during the day at hight I night I feel I come alive the mind able to breathe without the distraction of societies virus breath and the snesatn of breath fills my soul as I wait for a ride...

I had spent the previous three ore listening to RadioLaria all their hypnotic music a space blend of melody evoking deep sensation of soul I like t this way away from the crowd and away from the virus the feel of thick summer humidity and the pulse of sexy and the feeling of sexuality and the moody of radiolaria infusing mh soul with with soulful feelings....